Dear Diary,
My love for music is complicated.I love music and I can listen to almost any kind of music. But it's not necessarily a rule in my book that when I love the music I must also like the ertist, or when I love the artist I must strictly love all their music. And I don't have a particular kind of music that I like for me it's bout the message and how that particular music make me feel or connect with me at that particular time', the memories attached to the song and such things. so as I said it's complicated relationship.
There's one indisputable fact however that I can do a lot more writing and thinking when there's a loud noise from good music. I can write a lot more and read a lot more and understand much better when there's music. But since writing is my real first passion then I'm using the music as a bridge to do what I love the most; putting my rumbling thoughts into words and for that I'm quite pleased with myself.
Again, I have also realized that I have a tendency of using loud music as an escape route when I fell like I'm suffocating in a sea of thoughts especially sad thoughts. Sad thoughts have a way creeping up in my head uninvited and then ruin my day so loud music in my case really does the trick. So since discovering this I dare say my head is quite quite place.
Thank you music and to all good artists who take time to write down good music. As of current I'm totally addicted to Jessie J, especially price tag and flashlight. I have played them on repeat so many times that I can tell everyone in my house knows them by heart now but hey "I pay the bills" that gives me a free pass to listen to whatever kind of music I want and as many times as I possibly can or until my obsession with that particular track runs out
Enough of the rumbling today, back to you Jessie J
Rubi
