Dear Diary,
We live our lives with hope that tomorrow will come and everything will be alright. we close our eyes when things gets so difficult and pray without realizing that we are praying and hope that everything will be okay in the end. And sometimes they are, but sometimes they don't. I have witnessed it all.
When they don't its very easy to loose faith and that hope of living we had. you look at someone, who has suffered her entire life, from childhood struggling to get a bright future, then she gets that bright future and then her husband or kids disappoint her. And you look at this person and you wonder why on earth her? as good as she is bad things somehow always finds a way of happening to her.
To a mother the most difficult thing to face is the loss of a child. however when the loss is sudden it hits suddenly and in time the pain will fade away. However watching your son wither away slowly, knowing that there's nothing you can do to stop it or help is the most difficult thing of them all.
To all mothers out there who are slowly loosing their children to sickness physical or mental, may God fill your hearts with strengths.
Yours Truly,
Rubi
