Thursday, May 9, 2013

Sister Sister

Dear Diary,
 
In life there are people who are so important and trying to imagine our lives without them in it, its super scary. Some of these people we are related to and some we just meet them along the paths of life. like our husbands/wives, best friends and a lot more. Today however I only wanna talk about my little sisters
 
I have two sisters, and them and I are nothing alike. However they are so alike that sometimes it leaves me wondering. Both my sisters loves shopping. they love good stuffs, clothes, shoes, handbags and plenty of anything girly. The older one loves shoes, especially designer heels and the younger one loves shoes but flat ones and she could buy a hundred pairs of all sorts and colors of flat shoes if you let her. and then the handbags, watches, fragrances and all that can make a girl appear to be girly.
 
However, apart from our differences my sisters are the only people who truly know me and understand me. sometimes I do not need to explain to them what I am feeling because they simply just understand. They are people who fights my battles. I am a very emotional person, and them too but they always have the strength of confronting however is making my life difficult. And don't worry my hubby to be knows, and he is very protective of them.
 
I plan to become rich some day, very very rich if God keeps me alive, and when I do that these two human beings will be in the front seat of whatever is it that I will be riding. I grew up with one of them and I just met the other one less than two years ago but the love I have for them and the things that they have done and still are doing for me a lifetime will not be enough to express them.  They are the people I tell my absolute darkest secrets to without worrying that they will tell someone, hell they don't even tell each other.
 
When  it comes to family, one would want to have two parents and a bunch of older and younger sibling. Me however do not have a full sibling. these wonderful wonderful girls that I am talking about are my half-sisters. One is my father's daughter and another one is my mother's daughter. Despite that I have never felt so fully connected to anyone than I do with them
 
And did I mention that they are crazy? daredevils who will do whatever the hell they think is right as long as they aren't hurting anyone? they drive me insane sometimes, we fight, and since I'm older I scold them and lash out at them but in the end they simply make my life beautiful. with all the crazy and drama and the love my life wouldn't be beautiful without them
 
I know that as we live we will disappoint each other, make each other really mad and maybe even throw stuffs at each other. however I am also very sure that nothing can ever break the bond I have with these girls. nothing and no one. I love them so much
 
That's all for today,
 
Yours Truly
Rubi