Family

Dear diary,

This weekend was mainly spent with my family. In fact the whole of  last week I was staying at my Mum's. My Dad was away on official trip, and my Mum was going through a difficult patch so I couldn't let her be on her own. So I had to be with her.

 Here is the thing about my family,'It's not perfect" It has so many twisted moments that can drive you crazy or make you wish that you were invisible. But, the best part about all this is that there are so many sweet memories that I will not trade for anything

As my favourite quote goes "it may be stormy now but it can not rain forever" so I believe things will get better for my family. I want my parents to be truly happy and to be able to sit back and enjoy the fruits of their hard work, without having to worry about me or my siblings. 

I know that my mum deserves to be happy, she has worked so incredibly hard for her family, for me. She has done a lot for me and I do not even know if I'll ever be able to repay  half of what she has sacrificed for me to be happy and to be who I am today. So, I know things are not exactly looking bright right now, but I know that My faithful God will not let them be grey for much longer, I know he will take care of everything, like he always does.

I know sometimes people do things and later on they hope that they hadn't done them, and yes regret is the oldest line in the book but I still hope that one day we will all get a chance to say we are sorry, we are sorry that we have hurt each other and forgive each other. One day......................

So, only time will tell but so far I am willing to vest my trust on God

Yours Truly

Rubi