Weekend

Dear diary,

It has been a while. Well I have been busy, and I had a busy weekend and my week does not look so promising.

My boss is still on leave, which means I'm still carrying his workload baggage, I had a terrible migraine last night and for a moment there I thought I was going to die, but Thank God I'm fine now. I called my mum and told her that I was feeling sickly, and my guess is she did not sleep at all last night and she started calling me around 4:30am this morning, when I didn't pick up I think she thought I had died or something, because she was on her way to my place when my sister finally got a hold of me and I talked her out of coming to my place. I was feeling a lot better this morning so I decided that I will go to the hospital then go to work.

My weekend was kinda fun. On Friday night My friends and I went to a beauty contest, and it turned out to be real fun. Then we went clubbing for a while and finally went home at around 4:00am, then a whole of Saturday we had to attend a funeral 9our friend's dad passed away) and finally on Sunday we went to Church and took one of our friends who has come home for a visit from abroad for a spin around town. And it was fun

So I'm now back to the dungeon, and let the torture begin.

Yours Truly

Rubi

Once again

Dear diary,

Today is so far going well and I wonder why. I am not crazy to wonder why today is going well because it has had very unfortunate happenings but so far none of them have managed to ruin my day. For example, I had to speak to my mum about my brother, yes the one who took off yesterday night, I am honestly not worried about my brother but I am worried about my parents. They have raised us well and considering that we are coming from a working class family we had a privileged life. So since my brother decided to act the way he is my parents have always been constantly worried.

Like I am sure that my dad did not sleep at all last night, because he was in Washington the first two nights when he was AWOL for 24hours. I had spoken to my mum in those earlier times and I told her not to worry, why bother yourself for a grown up person who doesn't care that he is tearing the family apart?

 My little sister on the other hand is on a tight spot, they have had sibling rivalry ever since they were young and now it seems to have gotten worse. Of course my brother has had sibling rivalry with me too, Once when I was on holidays from college he literally beat me up. I remember it was 2009 new years eve, he beat me up so bad that my forehead was swollen for two weeks, but I forgave him because I had started wrapping my head around the idea that he was never going to change. I simply forgave him for my mother's sake

I am not saying we have had Perfect parents, but We have had good parents who have toiled all their lives for us to make sure that we have all that we deserve in life. I would not wish to punish them in anyway because I know they deserve. I pray that after five years he will look back and be ashamed of what he has been doing for all this time. So that is it for now about my family

My boyfriend is off the hook, he had a migraine yesterday so he was acting all sweet and I always fall for that LOL. My BFF seems sad, will check on her later. As of now I have a meeting to attend.

Yours Truly,

Rubi

Crazy Brother

Dear diary,

 Finally, I am home. After spending the last the two hours in traffic, today's traffic jam was no joke, I spent almost 45minutes on the exact same spot, then I realised that I had to look for a shortcut, which I idid and now three hours later I am home. I wonder how much time I would have spent if it did not occur to me to take a shortcut.

So after the hot shower I am now in bed trying to add some pages on my novel. Yes my novel, do not be surprised I am an aspiring writer, so far I already have two chapters and the story is coming along just fine, I am trying to make it as exciting as possible, I mean the kind of novel that I wold read. 

All my life I have loved one thing and that is reading. In my O'levels  finished the whole section of books in the school library, that's where I learned this crappy grammar that I am using now, if it weren't for reading, it would have been much worse (can you imagine?)

Anyways let me go back to my novel now, I have to spend at least two hours writing before I go to bed. Oops! before I go I forgot to tell you something, when I was stuck in traffic my little sis called me with some news that almost caused me to loose balance of the steering wheel.

 She told me that our brother (he is older than her younger than me) has written a six pages A4 letter to our parents explaining to them how sinful we are, can you believe it? In his letter, he explained every single sin that he ever thought that my sister and I ever committed and he later slipped it under our parent's door. Luckly when my parents got home from work my sister was the first person to enter their room and she saw the letter first and took it.

Then that's when she called me. We have agreed that we are not going to ask him anything, we will just let him do whatever is it that he wants to do, it is difficult as it is to be a teenager or a youth without having a crazy brother sniffing your footsteps.

He said pretty bad stuff about us in that letter, some of them made up and some of them true, but can anyone imagine their parents being told their worst secrets? Anyway, this did not come to me as a total surprise, he has been acting crazy for sometime now, talking all kind of shit and mixing Jesus in all that bullshit. He pretends to be born again but in the middle of all that he pulls stunts like this (actually this is nothing compared to what he has been doing lately)

Okay, so now I'm off.

Yours Truly

Rubi

It's Monday

Dear Diary,

I can't believe Monday is here, where did the weekend go? How quickly it has passed. So I am now back to the dungeon, and everything is still gloomy here. as always. I am still pissed from the idiots who pissed me off on Friday and I still am never going to talk to them, I do not usually allow people to walk all over me, it is against everything that I believe in. 

So, I still have May's monthly report to submit, attendances to cross check and my bosses's tasks at my hand too, "he is on leave" so I am handling all his "baggage". It is difficult dealing with these people, I  am trying so hard not to punch them in the face, and just focus on what I do best.

Just in case you were wondering what it is that I do I am an administrator, I am supposed to be managing people and their resources, or at least that is what my job description says, and it drains all the energy from my veins.

As I already said, my Friday was not so good, and so far my Monday does not look so promising. My boyfriend kinda pissed me off yesterday too, I had really missed him and what did he do when I got there? He opened his door and went back to bed, as If I had gone there to sit on his couch and drink his cold water, any ways the thing is I got pissed off and I slept angry. I am still pissed at him, I'm not sure he knows  that but I still am pissed.

My BFF's Boyfriend slept at her house last night for the first time, and I still have not gotten all the juicy details and I think she is drawing the curtains on me, I'v been asking since morning and she goes "it was okay" aaargh, I'm not asking any more, if she wants to tell me she will, I know she will at some point. After all I am her safety valve 

So my life history in brief is, I have five half siblings, I love them to bits. I grew up with two and these are my mother's kids with my step father who raised me. My dad, well I never knew him my mum kinda shut him out after I was born for something he did before and after I was born "I never ask what it was". So now I have him too, and he is doing a good job of making up for all the time that he was not in mylife, he too has three kids with my step mother, a girl who is my confidant and two boys. Mylife is like that, but it is amazing. Oh and I have a law degree (plan on doing something about it soon enough)

My boyfriend and my BFF is practically the only company I keep. They are very very good friends, and most of the times they are normally responsible for lighting up my day, except for  today. I still love them though.

I am getting back to work now before my Kemcho's realise that I am blogging.

Yours Truly

Rubi